Wednesday, September 25, 2013

Deep peace

How do I find peace, how do I disassociate myself from the troubles of worry.
I start out needing to say something and they suddenly find that the lines of communication have blurred and I don't have access; it puts me in a state of panic.

At this stage in my life, I no longer lie to me and I see it for what it is anxiety.

Taking control, I ask myself why?
I ask me.  Is it more than just the want, what makes the need appear, what makes me get fixated; unable to move?
Heavenly Lord, in this moment, at this segment, at this crossroad. come to me, please and fill me with your grace, your love, so that the tension dissipates and the total trust fills me again.
Amen.

Thursday, September 5, 2013

Reborn - Sept 4, 2013

Funny is, I saw Soti go in the water and I felt like I was in the water of baptism.
I heard Soti testify about her baggage and I felt like yesterday - my baggage was left behind as I ran through the open door.

I had to sit in the park this  morning before starting work just to thank God.
Thank Him.

He hears me, he makes his presence more evident to me each day.